Painting it GREEN!

Dark GREY Clouds overshadowing the BLUEness of sky, Birds taking shelter in the BROWNs of wood, Sparking YELLOW flames of Camp fire spreading warmth and CYANs of waterfall carrying the REDdish clay along its length. All this against the BLACK Backdrop of Nilgiris.

I am ...

Noone else but me can define me.

Am I defined by the education that I have recieved or by the education that I intend to recieve? Or is it the knowledge that I have accumulated of which I am not even fully aware of. Could I ever be fully aware of it is another question that has no answer.

Am I defined by the pointed organ (undefined humans have defined it as nose) in my face or by the face as a whole? Or the structure that carries that face? This could not be a clear definition as well since I could not see most part of it. But I certainly could feel the whole of it and I sincerely do. So, I can define me. No, the definitions that come to my mind are so different and so opposing that it does not fit in to give one single meaning.

Am I defined by the soul I am supposed to have? Do I have it? If yes, then it should be free as we go by its defination (again given by undefined). But my soul is not, had it been, I would not have been thinking of defining me.

Am I defined by the attitude I keep or I try to keep? My trials are seldom successful. The should I be defined by my successful trials or unsuccessful ones?

Am I defined by the acts I do or I don't do? I have lied, so am I a liar? I have loved people, so am I a lover? I am writing now, so does I become a writer? I do acts of good (or god) and acts of bad (or devil). My definition should therefore have elements of goodness and badness (if someone has defined this term) in it. Phew! Now I know atleast what can be the structure of my definition.

Am I defined by the name or surname I have been christened with or several other names that people may have kept for me? Am I defined by the objects I buy and use (or may be not use)? Am I defined by the cordinates of mine on planet or planets? No, that can't be as it is only me who can define me. And all these probable definitions of me are not given by me.

So, what is my definition after all? I cannot take help from anyone, cannot orchest it from reading thousand books, cannot see it in purest of mirrors or cannot understand it from any of my random or systematised motions or lack of thereof. But do I require to define myself? Or have I defined myself already?

I AM ME. There is no definition which can find its abolute suitability, my acts keep on psuedo defining me and psuedo redifining them, invisible souls and thoughts cannot impregnate my definition, names and suranmes too diminishes infront of ME, no praise or depravity of it can upstage my aura. I am ME.